“We are therefore Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were making his appeal through us. We implore you on Christ’s behalf: Be reconciled to God.”
There are benefits to being desperately in need of God…desperate to the point of not questioning the truth of God…just desperate and dependent. It is not a bad place to be. People talk about issues that have affected families down through the generations: I believe that black people have stronger faith and blind dependence on God because of how horribly they have been treated for many generations. I don’t envy them their experiences…just their faith. Not sure that what I have just written wouldn’t get me hit or shot, but I think it is true.
This sounds perverse, but be thankful to God for your adversities. It has strengthened your faith.
Consider this: If you don’t have a very strong faith or dependence on God, consider helping shoulder someone else’s adversity. Own it and turn to God for help.